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09 August 2006 @ 09:02 am
this entry, now coming to you publicly, cuz it's just more fun that way.  
for some reason my friends like to shoot me down when i'm feeling pretty. like last night. i got a makeover at a mary-kay party i went to, and i took pictures and posted them, and well, someone decided that i shouldnt have the right to feel at least semi-pretty. that i need to constantly be reminded that in actuality i am not, that i am gaunt and sickly-looking and that i've ruined myself. oh yes i know that my dear. but it's nice to be able to escape that and forget about it, even for just a little while.



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i appreciate the honesty. i do need to be made aware of what's happening to me, especaly since i dont really see it or understand it (i'm still technically at a healthy weight, and to me i just feel like i look normal). it was just not a good time to bring it up. but i'm over it now. it's fine.
 
 
 
Maddepenguinrevenge on August 9th, 2006 09:34 pm (UTC)
i'm not her friend
Melaniehope_land on August 10th, 2006 03:12 am (UTC)
how dramatic. over a livejournal comment.