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09 August 2006 @ 09:02 am
this entry, now coming to you publicly, cuz it's just more fun that way.  
for some reason my friends like to shoot me down when i'm feeling pretty. like last night. i got a makeover at a mary-kay party i went to, and i took pictures and posted them, and well, someone decided that i shouldnt have the right to feel at least semi-pretty. that i need to constantly be reminded that in actuality i am not, that i am gaunt and sickly-looking and that i've ruined myself. oh yes i know that my dear. but it's nice to be able to escape that and forget about it, even for just a little while.



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i appreciate the honesty. i do need to be made aware of what's happening to me, especaly since i dont really see it or understand it (i'm still technically at a healthy weight, and to me i just feel like i look normal). it was just not a good time to bring it up. but i'm over it now. it's fine.
 
 
 
dakonaz on August 9th, 2006 05:43 pm (UTC)
I totally know I'm in no position to comment on this sort of thing, we dont have that sort of friendship.

but the sporadic cycle in which I see you has led me to see you get skinnier visably almost every time I've seen you, and it worries me.

as to the picture, you did look good, but thats not why 14 people are commenting on this post. that penguin person is totally out of line, however I agree with zenshin and see their point, despite not being involved in the circle.

obviously being the first time I've actually commented on your journal I feel this entry to be significant. You're definatly better than those insults, and better than being brought down by them, or by this "illness". sorry for intruding, I hope everything works out, you're better than them.