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09 August 2006 @ 09:02 am
this entry, now coming to you publicly, cuz it's just more fun that way.  
for some reason my friends like to shoot me down when i'm feeling pretty. like last night. i got a makeover at a mary-kay party i went to, and i took pictures and posted them, and well, someone decided that i shouldnt have the right to feel at least semi-pretty. that i need to constantly be reminded that in actuality i am not, that i am gaunt and sickly-looking and that i've ruined myself. oh yes i know that my dear. but it's nice to be able to escape that and forget about it, even for just a little while.



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i appreciate the honesty. i do need to be made aware of what's happening to me, especaly since i dont really see it or understand it (i'm still technically at a healthy weight, and to me i just feel like i look normal). it was just not a good time to bring it up. but i'm over it now. it's fine.
 
 
 
Melaniehope_land on August 10th, 2006 04:58 pm (UTC)
oh yes and not to mention all the times she's IMed me asking for weight-loss tips. it's all very hypocritical, hmm.

but since this is entirely silly, and i really dont even understand WHY you got so angry in the first place (perhaps you've just been looking for a reason to go of on me for some time now?), so because of the silliness of all this i've said my last in this arguement. i just find it quite amusing considering i'm notnearly as mad at you as you are at me, which further shows how dramatic you are being since what you've been saying to me and behind my back in custom filtered lj entries (how mature) is far worse than anything i've written in this entry. YOU were the one who made yourself known as the person i was writing about, not me.